Honesty

As hard as it is for me, I know that I have to be honest. The only person I hurt is myself and the only way for me to get better is to let the truth be known. I need the extra tons of weight I've carried for so long to burn off of me because I dont know how much longer I can hold it. I didn't realize all of it because of how far I stuffed it. Today im trying to find faith in god. That sounds soo crazy coming from me!! I am such a different person and still have mega changes to make. Donagh told me to write all the things that I am ashamed of on a piece of paper and later we will burn it and she will pray for me. I've written a few things that I dont think I am ready to share so publically yet.